mybestkungfu's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gourmet pizza and power issues it's not that i see every aspect of my life as a power issue, Christopher. i think i'm just sensitive to the tipping of the scales. as soon as i put myself in a position where i am vulnerable, i become wary. it's like the baby bear cub in the clearing. all soft and cuddly and crap. but mamas monitoring close by - ready for predators... i know what you think. '- ah just live! - just feel! - and let everything happen as it happens!'. and that may be ok with some people babe. but it sounds a little retarded. you do have some control in the people you become involved with. - or fall in love with. how can you put so much effort in , say, making food choices but you just throw it all up in the air when you are dealing with people? you're discerning when it comes to what you put in your body - but total crap when it comes to whomever you let in your mind? you won't eat chicken 'cause it's bad for you - but you let the Barbinator in and out of your life and trample in everything. just take everything back. the momentary nourishment isn't worth the 'blah' she leaves behind. 9:35 p.m. - Dec. 05, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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