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Past Perfect Future Tense
1:07 a.m. - May. 09, 2010
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career trajectory
it's 8:43. kids asleep. husband out for drinks. and in 15 minutes i am going to be saved from Elisha Cuthberts 'breakout' movie by Law and freakin' order. you never disappoint L&O. i haven't written too much in awhile. no reason to really. i love my husband, kids, dog, nanny is awesome so far, what do i have to bitch about? well, my damn career (or lack there-of) that's what. what the fuck. i realize that not having a real full time job until 5 years ago then proceeded to take 2 years off for maternity leave makes me not so bankable but it's become really annoying. don't get me wrong, i love my job. but i want to move up, up, up. i want to wear cute suits and louboutins and yell at my minions. but alas, i sit in a cubicle with my headphones in all day. i'm pretty sure i will get promoted. but hopefully it happens before the end of this year. and what would really be nice is if i stopped rolling into work almost an hour late every Monday (i don't know why - my weekends are exhausting though). and almost every day last week i missed something in my work. it is unfortunate. the job i have really is all about the details and that's what i suck at/have to work at most. i have to be a keener this year! i have to iron my clothes and lay them out the night before! i have to roll in early every morning and work on shit and don't go shopping during my lunch breaks! i have to lose more weight so i can wear nice suit jackets that don't make me look like an orange on a toothpick. (fat on top, skinny on the bottom). i went on myshape.com to find out what body type i have. they said i'm shaped like an H. FML.
9:03 p.m. - Apr. 25, 2010
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