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marriage shouldn't be an institution

i've been eating, sleeping, wedding stuff for the past few days.
she is buying me a puppy for being her maid of honour.
fuck, i'm lucky.
everyone should have friends like mine.
i was talking to an ex-boyfriend (who's still a good friend).
i asked him what made him think he wanted to marry me two years ago.
he said it was because he felt that marrying me didn't feel like he was settling down.
i thought it was a lovely thing to say.
i should stop seeing marriage as the end of something.
...but as a beginning of two disposable incomes.

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-Life is a process of becoming,
a combination of states we have to go through.
Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it.
This is a kind of death.

-we don't see things as they are,
we see them as we are.

(Anais Nin).

3:01 a.m. - Apr. 30, 2005

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