mybestkungfu's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cider house rules - I always say �yeah, i�ll go to the party/club!! Saturday? � yeah shore, shore!�. And Saturday gets there and i get lazy�or at least i like to say that but i am suspicious as to whether it�s actual laziness or social anxiety. But if i do make the effort to go out � i always end up having a great time. And if i don�t go out i kick myself later because i think i should have gone and had a great time. Last night, i did go but made sure i had other plans so i had to leave early (another social anxst tactic that bites back). Brief synopsis: o House warming gathering - lots of people � lovely, spacious house o People tended to form these cliques in separate floors - the martial arts group, the 3D animators group, the i�ve-known-so-and-so-since-grade-school- group�and sometimes groups would migrate up or down a floor � and every once in a while, a lone �outsider� would venture in and introduce himself to everyone � which was nice. had the opportunity to briefly check out the boy �scene� � which sounded like �hey he�s cute�- the guy in the grey shirt? � no the blonde � no i didn�t like him. � the guy with the nice profile? � no no. � the guy we were talking to was nice. � no he wasn�t� Got back home at midnight to call Jorge (in NY) � and by 1am - i was already falling asleep because i was drunk. A lot of the Aurenya guys were there and i�m thinking Mean would have been drunk and naked with lampshade on his head before the night was over. 8:36 p.m. - Jun. 01, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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